{"id":204,"date":"2004-02-11T08:58:45","date_gmt":"2004-02-11T08:58:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/glaringnotebook.com\/?p=204"},"modified":"2004-02-11T08:58:45","modified_gmt":"2004-02-11T08:58:45","slug":"and-so-i-ask-how","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/glaringnotebook.com\/?p=204","title":{"rendered":"And So I Ask. How?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m not ready to tell her.<\/p>\n<p>What would she say? Would she let me stay?<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m lazy and she knows it.<\/p>\n<p>Sometimes the truth is best hidden or at least held back.<\/p>\n<p>Serves me right, she&#8217;d say. Not like I was one for concentrating anyway, but it would make her happy.<\/p>\n<p>I need a change. I don&#8217;t want to be staring and working on it all night. Sometimes even a goodnight is hushed or forgotten. Would we instantly forgive and forget? She would, and I take that for granted that sometimes she just will not forget.<\/p>\n<p>She loves me more than I would like to recount or measure, but her concern becomes my loss. My loss of freedom. My loss of income.<\/p>\n<p>I shall tell her someday, on the ever so rare fair-weathered day.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m not ready to tell her. What would she say? Would she let me stay? I&#8217;m lazy and she knows it. Sometimes the truth is best hidden or at least held back. Serves me right, she&#8217;d say. Not like I was one for concentrating anyway, but it would make her happy. I need a change. [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-204","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/glaringnotebook.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/204","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/glaringnotebook.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/glaringnotebook.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/glaringnotebook.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/glaringnotebook.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=204"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/glaringnotebook.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/204\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/glaringnotebook.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=204"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/glaringnotebook.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=204"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/glaringnotebook.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=204"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}