{"id":350,"date":"2005-03-03T12:25:50","date_gmt":"2005-03-03T12:25:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/glaringnotebook.com\/?p=350"},"modified":"2005-03-03T12:25:50","modified_gmt":"2005-03-03T12:25:50","slug":"poe-sir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/glaringnotebook.com\/?p=350","title":{"rendered":"Poe, Sir?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I am inspired by the morbidness of the blog entries of late of my linkees. And so, here goes a poseur attempt:<\/p>\n<p>So am I going to make a move? Is a move going to displace me? If I am displaced, have I fallen off the ladder? Am I supposed to climb up or down? Do I even know where to go?<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ll take the stairs instead. It&#8217;s easier to sit on stair steps than on a ladder. I&#8217;m not an acrobat. I may bend, but I am not trained to fall&#8230; gracefully. In which case I think it is best I stay sitting. I might even block people from going up or down the stairs. Why, why must you go up or down? Aren&#8217;t you happy where you are?<\/p>\n<p>I sit here, not knowing where to go. Some sit because they&#8217;re lazy, or tired. The important thing is, we&#8217;re both sitting here on the stairs, yes?<\/p>\n<p>If this is how I shall wilter my life away, I&#8217;d wish I was dead. Or a zombie. Being undead would be cool. It&#8217;s like playing pool and potting the black ball, but continuing to play anyway. The fun is there, but the meaning is gone. Balls.<\/p>\n<p>Unlike those with the formulas, I wish not to control. I wish as far as to know the outcome. For being in control means knowing the outcome and controlling it. I shall not be that ambitious.<\/p>\n<p>I need feedback. Am I doing well? Am I alright? Sometimes, confidence really is what you need to get the right angle. You&#8217;ve got to put your heart and soul in it. You&#8217;ve got to bend over, vulnerably. Finally, hit it firmly and don&#8217;t withdraw. Worry about misplacing and losing <b>later<\/b>.<\/p>\n<p>You want everything? I do too. Aren&#8217;t we part of everything? Everything is the universal set. By such logic, we are in each others&#8217; set. We are a set. In theory.<\/p>\n<p><i>*snaps into a Keanu Reeves expression or lack thereof*<\/i><\/p>\n<p><b>This is like totally.<\/b><\/p>\n<p>This blog entry was inspired by recent events, but not in any way reflective of anything. (I do hope it&#8217;s not misconstrued either&#8230;) I just needed to feel better by increasing the general verbosity of my blog.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I am inspired by the morbidness of the blog entries of late of my linkees. And so, here goes a poseur attempt: So am I going to make a move? Is a move going to displace me? If I am displaced, have I fallen off the ladder? Am I supposed to climb up or down? [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[16,21],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-350","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-love","category-rants"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/glaringnotebook.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/350","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/glaringnotebook.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/glaringnotebook.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/glaringnotebook.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/glaringnotebook.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=350"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/glaringnotebook.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/350\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/glaringnotebook.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=350"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/glaringnotebook.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=350"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/glaringnotebook.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=350"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}